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Birthday: 2/5/1988
Interests: i love art and volenteering for anything and everything, thinking about brandon, reading the bible and talking to God, listening to music and watching movies. Expertise: ummm...art, weird people (i tend to attract) Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
1/23/2006
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| oh ya i'm definitely going to Brandon's its going to be crazy but i love it! love is all about sacrifices at least true love cause you know it when Jesus Christ sacrificed his soul and Godliness to live this life perfectly and die a horrible death on the cross jsut so he can take all our sins on him so that one day when we believe that jesus died for us and is the son of God we will not perish is hell but live forever in heaven with God himself where there will be no pain and suffering. and you ask why their is pain and suffering here and now well cause satan is real and see how well he decieves, he is the master at that cause he decieved himself thinking that he was more powerful then God when he tried to take over, so satan is with us all around cause we're natural born siners and once we die we wont be with satan but with God himself. crazy huhh. makes perfect sence if your eyes are open to the world around. but neway love is perfect and love will guide me to where i'm suppose to be. :) | | |
| wow, i'm getting so many thoughts and feelings right now its crazy! my parents are really good people but they just cant let me go when i need to.so i guess you have to say let love end your decision. i hate it every time i'm about to move that i start getting good relationships with people but i can never carry them out cuase i move or they do and now i feel like my parents want that relationship because... well iguess they dont want me to go? where were they before?i dont know i think me moving will be a wake up call for lots of people and learning experience. ya i'm going now what to say to them? why do i have to care so much? but i'll deal with it apporpiately. | | |
| its crazy to think i'm actually getting away from my parents. it really feels like they just control me and i really am someone different with them, like it feels so wierd to act the way they want me to and so i dont get in trouble all the time. its not really me at all. so i think getting outa there and really finding and showing the real me is going to be such a relief on me, just thinking about it makes me feel relaxed and normal. so ya my decision is that i'm going to move out! i need it and my parents need to work on their relationship and with God cause it's just not so good. i thank them for adopting me but now i'm old enough to make my own choices and i know how to make good ones. i;ve learned a lot from them and what paths not to go down so being here has been a lesson but leaving is going to be the greatest lesson ever imaginable. God thanks, for your wisdom and guidence!
and brandon i'm ready to come to you and have a great time with you! i love you! | | |
| i've got the best boyfriend in the world and we dont even live near each other so i can just imagine what it will feel like when he's closer. long distance relationships are pretty hard and it takes some guts to keep it going, some devotion to one another. its weird when ppl say that they cant imagine their life without their significant other but i can believe that now. wow and i'm graduating!!! i cant believe this day has finally come its crazy and i get to spend it with brandon. and give him some extra lovin from coming down to see me spending 22 hours on a bus! wow thats some devotion and love! which we got like hardcore. i love it. i found out who my secret admierer was and it was some guy that found me on true.com and he lives by me and saw me in the yearbook and gave me a card. lol oh man the card said to goto yearbook.com and i finally went to it and there was only one person subscribed to me already and it was the guy from true. wow it was wierd to see him again and i striaght up told him that i found someone on true already and that i'm all for him. he was a little disapointed but he understood, sure i know that if a crush totally dumps you it hurts when finally you mustered up the courage to talk to them. but its all good now no more secret admireres and only brandon! thats all i want.
(emily marie) nice name a princess name. :)
well 1 more day till brandon comes yahhhhh!!!!!!!!! love ya!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)(:
peace out world i'm going to read some bible and get into the real world! | | |
| there once was a man who traveled all around the world and found an enchanting little creek. it was magical and nothing like he'd ever seen. it was always bright and cheerful. there were fairies dancing day and night, even thier fariy dust danced in the precious sunlight. there the unicorns galloped and pranced. and the ladybugs glidded all night. he followed the creek to the end of its road and saw the most beautiful creature in the world. she was as white as a winters snow. her hair was flowing in the wind and no man could resist her hypnotising eyes. he stared at her as she sang a heartfelt tune. then she was off, she playfully ran out of sight. he ran after her and called for her. faster and faster through the enchanting forest with the cool breeze on his face.his heart was pounding for her sight his breath heavier as he ran and all of sudden he tripped, falling on his chest he heard her laugh. slowly he raised his head and their she was face to face. she held his chin and raised himself. there they stood gazing into each other's eyes, with the song of love in thier heart. she took his hand, laughing and smiling and skipped out of sight. | | |
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